Teachers

I really know not who exactly taught me english...

I recall I was little ....preschool age...

Whispers came to me.....or and voices....

Where they angel....e.ts or both...

It all felt soo naturally like playing...

My mom used to peek listen....she they proclaimed 

How beautyful you sound as you speak ur babylanguange....

Since for her....the tongue was unfamiliar 

She only knew Spanish and a few Norwegian words....

It was not until some Norwegian visitors came to our home and I spoke for them in english 

They exclaimed....this little girl speaks english 

And this how it came to be to my consciousness that I spoke pretty good english already before first grade....

Oh great queen snakes of darkerness

I wish soo to apologize for my great treason
I give up all ur codes...lures and tactics...in which by hand are given out freely by even men seduction teachers thems3lfs nowasays....

But...still it most have been the manner I did things....
I regret it somehow
Cause cursed was my life and my love life if anything
Thou I see you women are strong and even the love I dreamed for mys4lf and gave out the codes to slaughtered me with cold blood to go and find comfort in the arms of one of yours instead

You taught me thou how dark this realm of life truly is...

And today I learned a thing or two...

I will certainly not betray ever again....

Thou I understand soo much more then I did at the times of my betrayal

Little I was in mind and in heart
I Kneel down to you all ...
In forgiveness....the race of females planet earth 20/03/2018

The day I turned and turned to awaken....